It felt invigorating to explore the object we have driven over many a day... by bus, train, taxi, car...we have also gazed under it's mass from the view of a ferry boat taxing us to and fro. It is the main bridge that connects the city center of Sydney with the North Side of residential Sydney and beyond. A hub of traffic and an Icon of historic Sydney.
The bridge was designed and built by British firm Dorman Long and Co Ltd of Middlesbrough and opened in 1932. Interestingly, the bridge's design was influenced by the Hell Gate Bridge in New York.[5] According to the Guinness World Records, it is the world's widest long-span bridge.[6] It is also the fifth longest spanning-arch bridge in the world, and it is the tallest steel arch bridge, measuring 134 metres (440 ft) from top to water level.
As I was walking across the bridge, I thought to myself... "why have we not done this before?" What came to mind next was the thought... "oh yes... it's because we are not tourists in this Sydney... Sydney... is our home..." At that moment, I actually felt so special to live in such an amazing place...I said a prayer of thanks giving and drunk in the goodness of that moment...looking over at the Harbor... the beauty...the masses of people and just life in a vibrant city filled with character and charm.
Bridges are transitions... they span the gap of the unknown and take us another side... a different perspective. They tie two places together and they open the opportunity to journey further beyond the comfort to horizons beyond to explore.
The bridge is central to an old Historic area known as "the Rocks"...
it is a very charming area full of history to explore....
When one crosses a bridge, we often don't even think about what is on the other side... yet, for some a purposeful moment might make a difference between how we respond to what the lies on the other side of the bridge... sometimes the path leads to a very tentative and confusing place...have you ever found yourself on the wrong side of the tracks? What do you do then? We often flee... in hopes of getting to a safe place.
A night out with my hubby... we enjoyed a lovely dinner and a romantic walk under our bridge...dreaming together...
Later this same week, our family learned that I have stage IV breast cancer. The bridge we crossed that day seemed to be the wrong side of the tracks! Everything seemed to come to a complete halt and we sat for a moment stunned.
Sometimes, the first thing you need to do is stop and be still... not flee.
I sat alone in a hospital bed, sharing my heart with my Lord and Savior... and, He ministered to me in such a powerful way... He promised me He would never leave me nor forsake me and He gave me peace... to Journey on... in hope and in Joy...
If you are reading my heart words right now... I just want to share with you that this is not the beginning of my Journey. Several years ago, I began to wrestle in my soul over what true Christian Joy was and if I even had it... God brought me through an amazing and difficult journey... and through it... I gained wisdom and strength through deep personal trial and pain. IT was not fun...yet it was refining and changed my outlook on life forever.
The vision statement I committed myself to when I created this little blog? Let me reiterate it right here "Joy is found in RESTING in God's Sovereignty". Not in our circumstances... not in safety... not in people..not in our children... not in things... and certainly not in living in perfection or in perfect health. It's all about bringing Glory to God through our lives... and all that God brings us through... the good and the bad... draws us close to him in a powerful life transforming way. Comfort and pain join in unison when we seek to look beyond ourselves and REST in God's will for our lives. I have been seeking this for many years... a closeness with God that when the sea of life churns with all it's force... it is still well with my soul.
I want to share with all who want to listen that God is pouring His love and tenderness out of my soul and through my circumstances and I have seen His work and His miracles and His Power more in the last 10 days of my life than ever before. It is energizing and powerful! I feel so Joy filled I can't contain myself! I feel sadness too...I am struggling with lots and lots of real raw emotions... it's a roller coaster... but the peace I feel when I rest it at the feet of Jesus... it is pure and real.
This bridge was not in the plan...our plan... but God has brought it and it must be good... and so we Journey on in Joy... knowing that ALL things work together for good for them that love God and are called according to His purposes... (Romans 8:28)
My Journey is just begun...walking hand and hand with my Savior... I have so much more to share...I can't wait to write the story!












